Today November 7, 2009, My Mummie passed away. I sit here thinking how should I feel why am I not breaking out in uncontrolable tears. Yet I feel at peace for her and myself. I try to remember her and all that comes to my head are times of when I was a very young girl. As an adult I didn't get to spend alot of time with my Mum but an occasional phone call to let each other know we are alive and well.
She held her illness from me for what reason I will never know. My Mum died of colon cancer. The many times I would go visit for her it pained me to watch her deal with pain that never would get better her cries for more medication only for the nurse to say it's not time. No longer will she have to deal with this she is gone on home now. I wont even say goodbye to her because I know I will someday be with her again. I will be away for awhile in preperation of celebrating her home coming.
OH Cheryl, I am so sorry to hear your Mummy has passed. What emptyness you must be experiencing. As each one of our friends and family have left us, I am always reminded of how many heartbeats they had and that I as you experienced so many with them. We always have memories to lifts us when our hearts are heavy with sadness. I wish I was there with you to hear your memories of your Mummy and share some silent moments just passing you tissues...
ReplyDeleteAllow the sadness and tears to embrace you, and know in my heart I am there sitting beside you. You will smile again.... heartfelt wishes Madame Samm xxxx
Cheryl, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteMay the Lord Bless and comfort you.
Tracy
Cheryl, I hope you find comfort in knowing that your mom is now wrapped in the arms of Jesus. LIfe is rough, I know. I just started a bible study on another blog and it is helping a ton. here is the link.http://mamasings.blogspot.com/2009/11/on-special-assignment-for-renew.html
ReplyDeleteCheryl, I am so sorry to hear about your Mum, what comfort to know that she is safe in the arms of the Lord.
ReplyDeleteCathy
Been thinking of you Cheryl, do hope this finds you better...always with tenderness..
ReplyDeletemadame samm
I'm a newer follower to your blog and just read this posting and hope you are holding up ok. I know how it is to loose a parent to cancer, lost my dad to it 7 years ago, can't believe the years that have gone by. And you are right, you will see your mum again. Take care.
ReplyDeleteHello Cheryl...miss your MAMMYs have you returned to making any..miss you dearly...
ReplyDeleteI know time is the best healer, so is making dolls...
From my heart to yours..
madame samm
I am so sorry to hear about your Mama Cheryl. I knew she was ill and that you were worried about her. It is a blessing for her that she is no longer in pain. I know this does little to ease the pain of missing her but you are right you will be with her again one day. Much love to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteHello Cheryl...nice to see you commenting again and resurfacing slowly....what have you found on your shopping trips...any new dolls in mind?
ReplyDeleteblessings always
madame samm
Dear Cheryl, My father died of cancer. With you in your pain .Peace of mind and a lot of forces.
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Yoooohooooo Cheryl where are you....gosh you are missed...let us allknow how you are doing...we certainly feel this will be a harder season without your MUMM but we are here for you too...
ReplyDeleteblessings madame samm